I think many mom’s will agree. It’s not about me, or what I want. It is about what my husband does, what my children need and trying to keep life in a nice neat tidy pile amongst the chaos. NOT like this….which was the state of my living room this morning.
Jakob has taught Ella how to empty the shelf of its contents….do you see him? Fleeing the scene?
Anyway, all that to say, lately I have been asking myself What do I want? Not what do I want for my children? Not, what do I want for my finances? Not, what do I want for my husband? What do I want for me? I wanted to take a photography course that is coming up at the Arts Academy but because of proir committments which ended up being Thursdays, I can’t do it. It was the first thing I knew I wanted for me in a long time and it can’t happen.
It’s taken me 4 days to come up with something else so here I am with a glimmer of light that I will hold onto for dear life. But now I am curious -what do you want? What do you want for you?