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Advocate Like a Mother – Secondary School Edition

September 2, 2020

As I write this, Ella is at an orientation for her new school – her new secondary school.

Grade 7, or as they say here in the UK, Year 7.

I have dreaded this moment since the day she started her education 8 years ago.

It is certainly not how I pictured it. Six schools, two provinces and two countries later, Ella is going to secondary school alone. None of her friends will make this transition with her and because of our current circumstances, I was not even allowed to accompany her in.

You see Ella is going to a specialised school – better termed, segregated school.

I never thought the day would come, it goes against everything I believe in and all that I had hoped for but I had to do what was right for Ella.

Being an advocate means fighting for what’s best.

The system is broken and it is more broken in our part of the country than any other. It is a three tier-system of Grammar schools (for those who pass the 11+ test), catchment schools and specialised schools. I visited many schools over the last two years, but after each visit I would have to take some time before going to the next. Every tour and every meeting left me feeling like had been knocked to the ground and had the life kicked out of me.

I fought for her. I talked for hours with the SENCOs (teachers who oversees plans for special educational provisions – think IEP or IPP). After telling me she wouldn’t be welcomed or taught appropriately, I threatened to send her anyway. They couldn’t legally refuse me but I knew in my heart that these schools were not equipped to teach Ella. There would be no modified curriculum. Because of the three-tier system, the spectrum of ability is so narrow. Even within the schools, children are streamed into sets according to ability based on standardised tests…friends, it’s so broken, so backwards.

Being an advocate means choosing the best of the worst.

If I sent Ella to the catchment school with her brother she would be lost in a sea of 1800 taller and stronger teenagers. Physically navigating the school would have been just as difficult as navigating a rigid and unforgiving curriculum. I could teach the teachers who were open to being taught, I could modify the curriculum myself, but what about those teachers who weren’t willing. In the end, being an advocate for our kids is about choosing what is best for them and the catchment school just wasn’t it.

Being an advocate means choosing our child’s confidence over our own pride.

So today, Ella will meet new friends. She will get to know the teachers who know how incredibly valuable, clever and wonderful different can be. The school Ella will attend this year is a school for girls with moderate to mild learning challenges. 150 students share state-of-the-art facilities: an award-winning swimming pool, brand new Fine Arts building, forest school, chickens and a vegetable garden.

Do I feel like a hypocrite? Yes, a little bit, but it was only my pride that would have enrolled Ella at the catchment school. I would have done it to prove a point but in this case, Ella is more important than my pride. I have spoken to other parents who have sent their girls to the specialised school. One parent, whose daughter has Down syndrome and is incredibly bright and articulate, said that it was her daughter’s choice to go. She was in mainstream school but the pressure was so intense that she chose to move schools. That’s the other problem with the three-tier system. There is so much pressure on our kids, too much pressure and I didn’t want that for Ella. I want her to be in a place she can thrive, not just survive.

So today, we choose confidence over pride.

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4 Comments


Nancy
September 2, 2020 at 1:41 pm
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You have such a good sense of Ella and the world. What wonderful & heartbreaking parenting. But really, do no harm is the bestest policy! We can’t sell our children’s future out for our own ideals. And the question is always, what community do you want to be a part of? We, each of us, need to know that we are beloved. And so finding a place (and often it is not IN school, but in other community events and options) where passions can be shared. When all is said and done, beloved gives more and loves more and contributes more than and creates more community than just being other all the time. It can be exhausting. I feel your deep pain, but that school sounds FANTASTIC! Wow! She will thrive and find so many other ways and communities to be her lovely Ella self. I found it easier to let go of fighting a system that did not want to change, and to invest my energy in finding and creating communities that were inclusive outside the system and often naturally so. The arts is one amazing place where our daughter has found her niche, role, friends, passion, and sense of worth. It will be great!



    Krista Ewert
    September 7, 2020 at 12:52 pm
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    Thank you so much Nancy for your kind words. I guess I need to remember that Ella is thrive, whether I help her to or not. She’s outgoing, a class clown and I pray will never be beaten down. We do need to pick our battles wisely.

Christine Bruckmann
September 4, 2020 at 7:14 am
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Krista, putting Ella in a school that will help her flourish does not make you a hypocrite. Sometimes the end justifies the means and like you said, you found the the best option for whats available. This makes you an amazing parent, don’t ever tell yourself any different.



    Krista Ewert
    September 7, 2020 at 12:50 pm
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    Thank you so much Christine. I always second guess myself, but all I can do, is do my homework, and pick the choice I think will be best for Ella. And isn’t this what all parents do.

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    And an aspiring disciple of Jesus, defender of the oppressed, writer, graphic designer and photographer.

    I write and speak on navigating through the fog of life…you know, when things don’t go exactly as planned and am fuelled by a passion to amplify the voices of those on the margins…
    oh, and coffee…lots of coffee.

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