Because here is the other thing- life is beautiful - no matter where you find yourself, no matter what season, what chapter or what stage. I follow a beautiful blog that is all about enjoying the small things but when you don't have time to do the small things like she does and instead find yourself more of a chauffeur than a mom, it is easy to miss the beauty. So here we go....day one.
The day begins just after six and oh, how I wish I had a picture of the face that greets me when I open my eyes. "You want to get up now, mommy?"
"Here, let me help you," as the covers roll back.
I settle Jakob down in front of Treehouse with his milk and banana just in time to hear little miss -sitting up in her crib ready to get the day started. A bottle for her and at last, coffee for me.
I get myself ready and it is out the door by 7:30am. I would normally take Jakob with us to Calgary but this morning, Ben's mom graciously offered to take him for the morning. I am so thankful for my in-laws and that they love my children almost as much as I do.
I didn't get quiet time in this morning, but the drive is a more than satisfactory consolation. There is something about driving early in the morning, when the first beams of sunlight make the autumn leaves glow.
We arrive at Alberta Children's Hospital and hurry down to the lower level where they have hidden their secret jewel - a therapeutic swimming pool. There are about 6 in Ella's pool physio session. We are all in the same boat. All of these moms have grieved their ideals, found new ones and go the extra mile and do what it takes to make sure that their child's potential is fulfilled. We sing some songs, practice floating and blowing bubbles, and work on building some core strength (Ella tends to forget she has a torso at times- so the pool really helps in working core muscles without realizing it.)
A couple of stops and we were one our way back home...
I found this adorable hat in Superstore and was inspired....Ella on the other hand was not as impressed. From time to time my wonderful mother will give me a Starbucks gift card. I think it is my love language - a sweet indulgence. And although the ride home is much different that the ride in, my pumpkin spice latte eases the rush of the afternoon commute with CBC as my soundtrack. I can feel myself becoming one of them with each mile....you know, like my husband - I am slowly catching onto their subtle music history jokes and banter and find the fact that Debussy almost became a sailor remotely interesting.
After lunch, inspired by the above, the kids and I headed to the park. I have a feeling that this is the last real week of autumn. I am sure that in no more than a few days most of the leaves will have fallen to the ground and a chill will begin to settle on the prairies. But for now, it is warm, and beautiful.
The rest of the afternoon was spent having a little quiet time, physio, OT and speech exercises which would just look like a good play time to most onlookers, a home style supper and our regular nightly routine of baths, bottles and books. The day ended with a lovely ladies tea, conversation with good friends and couple of baby cuddles...oh, and this post.
So there you have it, day one. No time for cupcakes or tea parties but beautiful nonetheless. And as Thanksgiving creeps closer I feel affirmed in this "project" of mine (and not quite so ridiculous) because not only does it help me find beauty it helps me to be just that much more grateful for this one beautiful life.
7 comments:
Yes I like that perspective. It is so true - there aren't many who can have the constant tea parties but LIVING intentionally- well that is different:)
The pictures are great, you really do have a great camera! Today was a good day for a road trip and even better for photos and playing in the park.
Beautiful and inspiring.... Thank You
Oh and What would it take for me to frame some pics of this prairie I love? You captured it so well- I wouldn't mind framing some of your prints...I will pay to develop obviously:)
What do u think?
life is beautiful. certainly. no matter the camera. no matter pedicures or pacifiers. no matter the season. no matter. certainly. you're inspired and aware and grateful, and that's very beautiful.
No problem Charissa, just let me know which ones, I can send the file or get them printed for you.
My fav is the trees and the fields... The road is good too. Probably all three. Although the tree one would make a good 5 by 8 and the field a 4 by 6...perhaps you could just send me the file? as I don't want you doing all the work:)
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